ink1 - Stay Doll
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(Spoken words taken from this original blog entry) they're coming at me again. not fast not slow, just...coming. gently at first, releasing from their birthplaces with a muted pop and then floating toward me. at first the sky is lavender but it changes as they get closer to my head. they have green stalks and their eyeless, mouthless faces have an orange mane resembling petals. as they reach my face, i realize they are petals. aw bless you, psychodelic flowers. one of them reaches out its yellow leaf to caress my face as it passes by my left ear. tears. there's no sound. just the implied pop as they leave the ground. they float like angels and i -- ow.owwww. searing hot squeezing. knife piercing squeezing squeezing owwwwwwww. ohmygod oh. my. god. OH. MY. GOD. huh huuuuuuuuuh uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh help help someone oh my god they need to turn it up i shouldn't be feeling this. subsiding. coming down dowwwwwwwwwwn...oh god help me...eyes closing black. still panting. light turning on now and i can see my friends the flowers. you little fuckers. they greet me with a bow and then proceed to pop and fly for me again. i lift my hands to orchestrate their movements in a lovely symphony, grinning and swaying my head side to side. uh oh. what the -- here it comes. the elephant. silently walking over. it levitates in the air for a moment, rotates until it's upside down, lowers and balances on one foot on top of my stomach. for an eternity. i am assured it was only there a minute but that's absolute bullshit. now hello time i'm suddenly wrenched away suddenly by the wrenched away...hi baby i'm so sorry...whoa here comes my friend again. please don't go this time. stay doll.