abandoned and alone
bad luck and misfortune
are all I own
I look into the mirror
pain stairs back at me
sad ill fated loser
is all I see
so don't try to understand
because you can't
go back again
to what might have been
you don't need to tell me
the writing's on the wall
no one loves a gambler
when he falls
blinded by dependence
booze my only friend
so cast your stones upon me
for my sins...
sometimes you win
and sometimes you lose
so I'll just sing the blues
and try again
what might have been